aspiration needle protocol

Just amazing.

This time I donapos;t have an illness to blame.

I guess itapos;s just me.

I would rather be alone than unhappy (thanks Macy Gray), but what happens when being alone makes you unhappy?

I obviously donapos;t know how to talk to people.

I obviously donapos;t know what it takes to get people to care about something other than themselves.

I obviously have no idea about anything besides history.

I obviously am destined not to have a life in New York.

I was obviously fooling myself to think that I knew people my own age who cared about me. I canapos;t call them friends. I wonapos;t. I can not deal with losing all my friends again. Whatapos;s the point in having friends if theyapos;re not there for you when you need them most? I guess I wouldnapos;t know.

Maybe Iapos;ll go live with my sister. Iapos;m gonna start looking into jobs next year in Oregon. My parents will be sad, but I canapos;t run my life for them. I need to find something that will make me happy...and it sure as shit ainapos;t here.
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