It felt strange but also very right.� Kinda weird but also not.� Itapos;s a mixed feeling but you know that it is exactly the feeling that you want to have - the feeling of security and confidence of knowing that time and distance really wonapos;t have a weight on the relationship.
Though I know and mix-in with a lot and different people, I have very few friends - I could actually count them off with my hands and there would still be free fingers.� Sad? Well, one may think so or maybe I would wander at the thought every now and then - given the circumstances - but really?� NOT.� Because I am such a lucky bitch for having them and being able to proudly call them my friends.� An overwhelming feeling that I always want to have.
I donapos;t use the word "friend" ever so lightly. Iapos;ve learned at an early age what the word truly means and the effect that it has on a person.� Iapos;ve been very careful since then.� Now, I know who my friends are.� We donapos;t see each other on a regular basis due to physical distance and busy lives.� We also donapos;t have any regular communication - but that has never changed our relationships.� My very first living testament to that was when after ten years or so, I met up again with my best friend from grade school.� And it was zap� No nothing for almost ten years, but it felt like we just saw each other yesterday.� There was no awkwardness whatsoever and we fell into the very same things that we used to do when we were last together - only a bit more mature on our actions (or maybe not hahaha)� Even her other friends thought that the two of us regularly see each other - the bond that they saw was something that strong.� And I feel so darn lucky that I hold that other end of the bond.� And then, just a few days ago, I called a friend from my university years - same thing - years of nothing - but when we were talking over the phone - no explanations needed for the absence - no nothing.� It was just like back in those days.� I felt so secured.� And I know and I am confident that it is the same for my friends who are not in the same country as I am - we may be separated by distance - not talking on a regular basis - like other friends...but I know and they know that a friend is just there - waiting with arms wide open ready to give a hug, ears that are always and will not tire of listening - always ready -... That a friend will always be there... Patiently waiting and understanding. That distance and time will never be barriers, will never erase and weigh on the relationship that we so worked hard on establishing - that time and distance are not tests of friendship - but are somewhat essential elements for each of us to be able to grow as our own persons and live and learn and explore - vital and important because we value each other.� That we will endure the separation - the silence, because deep in our hearts we know and are confident - that nothing will break the bond - that the distance and time apart only makes that bond stronger and pulls us even closer and makes us appreciate each other more as we become better individuals and better friends.� And I am forever indebted to my stars for giving me this much.
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